Hi and Assalamualaikum to everyone. Yes' it's been a while isn't it? Well I'm so sorry. Today i'm gonna to share with you guys how I felt. It's hard for me, you know to forget everything and move on. It's hard you know to smile and pretending to be okay but actually I'm not. Yeah, people keep asking me why but sorry I don't have any answer to your questions. Just stop asking me why. If I said that I'll be okay then I'll be okay.
So here some poem or quote maybe that I just want to share.
"Have you ever realized
that no matter how hard you try,
you can't get rid of pain
It's like you can't escape it
you can push it away
but eventually
It'll come back right?
That's how you are to me
You're my pain
that won't go away
and that no matter how
hard I try,
you'll always be there,
In my mind."
"It's hard you know, when you love someone.
All you want is for them to be happy, but you want to be the reason why.
It's hard you know, when you love someone.
One day they decide that plans should change,
promises should be broken,
and forever should come to an end.
It's hard you know, when you love someone.
You get your heart broken, but you somehow still love them with all the broken pieces."
And this is a lyrics that I think it's completely describe how I felt.
No matter how hard I keep try even when I go out to make new friends, you're coming back.
Keep coming back.
Every second you're back to my mind.
I'm done here. I'm done with it.
No matter how hard I keep try, you're just keep coming back.
I can't forget you.
Why I just can't admit you're gone and stop this foolishness.
My mind already accept the truth but my heart won't follow it.
I'm just to weak to let you go even now I feel like you're next to me.
I can't believe that we're done.
No matter who I met, no one can replace you.
I know we're done here but I just can't move on.
You won't come back to me.
Why I just can't admit that?
You left me for good.
But my heart wishes you to come back.
I got to forget you so I can live without you.
I have to forget you or else I can't survive.
I'm stop trying to get you back.
I know you won't coming.
You gone and I've gotta to moving on.
You're not coming back.
You not miss me the way I missed you.
You smiled like nothing ever changed.
You don't know I'm still here.
You're living like we are never met.
How the hell you do that?
And why I can't do the same?
" I KNOW THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASONS AND I DO BELIEVE IN HIS PLANS "
